Holidays over, back to school.
Yesterday, good, lots of tidying and cleaning, feeling organised. Although less good on email/job avoiding front.
Today, started well. People round, planning PTA event, chatty chatty, fine.
Then they left.
Now I’m in free floating nothingness, not feeling grounded, getting a bit anxious.
Had some soup and looked at click bait online.
This is not helping.
I need more food and more structure. More sustanence and to have “acheived” something to get me back on the right foot.
Plan, wash up (no brain task). Get food – where? Not much in at home, cafe’s can be bad for me in this mood. Also need to buy milk and bits for tea, without drifting too much.
2 1/2 hours left to school pick up.